I have a million things I should be doing, but I don't even know where to start.
The movers will be here to pack up our apartment on the 17th of this month. We will clean our apartment on the 18th and then on the 19th we will make our journey back to Texas for good.
When we first moved in here we had every intention of going through our boxes (and trust me, we have a lot) and getting rid of the stuff we don't need/want/use. Our initial plan was to do a box every couple of weeks and then by the time Matt ETS'ed out of the Army we would be done. Right. Clearly that never happened.
So right now, I am sitting in a living room which has exactly two things packed up: my shoes (I have no idea why I started with this considering I really only wear two pairs on a regular basis) and our pack and play we bought for our Maybe Baby.
Blah ... I will definitely have a busy week this week.
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I just found your blog from the creating a family group in facebook. I'm so sorry for what happened. Have they found the birth mom? My first reaction would be to keep praying for her. She still has time to change her mind. I know it is so hard to hold onto hope...I'm totally there with you. We've been TTC for 4 years with pretty much the same diagnoses you have. We conceived a baby boy 12/08 and lost him 5/09 (he was due 9/09). I know what you mean about dates, about thinking "this is the last anniversary without kids" or "this is the last christmas without kids." I totally do that.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I just want to encourage you to keep praying for this girl and the baby. God may want you raise that boy so don't give up fighting for that in all your prayer right now. There's still time where she might change her mind.
I don't envy your packing endeavors. I despise moving and having to pack up a house runs a close second behind that. Good luck.
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